random killings

for years now there have been random mutiple killings

i was actually in the hospital giving birth when the columbine shootings happened in colorado...and death was all there was on the tv when i was trying to celebrate life.....

but i noticed it then...as if it was gaining momentum. like killing people was starting to be a fad. scary, eh? and yet, look at where we are.

i read, as i'm sure many did, many stories about kids taking guns to school to exact revenge of some sort. there was the whole 'going postal' "joke" that went around....there has been mass ethnic 'cleansing' events around the world from us...

recently, it seems to me, there has a been a rise in parents killing their children.....but it started with the whole 'postal' phenomenon i think

by the by..you know...i really don't think i believe in a heaven and hell...as i feel strongly that the purpose of life is for our spirit to learn something

and we must reincarnate however many times it takes to get those lessons right and graduate to total peace and consciousness

anyway....just because i don't believe in hell doesn't mean that i don't see the necessary exsistance and balance of good and evil
nor that i don't believe in demons or evil spirits
i think there's a whole bunch of stuff out there we don't understand
and i do think there are things out there with a definite negative menacing feeling about them...

that said

if there's any evidence of the 'devil' manifesting itself.....ie; some evil energy that is gaining strength by the number of spirits it can infiltrate and total disrupt their psyche

it's all of these random killings that seem to be gaining strength
it's too often like a perfectly normal person....even those who seem given to a laid back state of existance....or children who know little of the world...or mothers...or fathers...or people all over the world who decide other people need to be slaughtered immediately. ahh i could go on, sadly, couldn't i?

anyway the point is it's as if suddenly these people are afflicted with some completely....paranormal idea to kill. one day fine, the next bloody murder?
and not just kill randomly or one person...but in ways that will kill as many people as possible or kill those closest to you

what the hell is going on

it makes no sense

it's as if....there is a disease or a force that is gaining ground that no one sees

now i'm no bible beater...sorry if that offends those who are
but i will admit i don't like what i see in society
not just ours...but around the world

what's with the random killings; world?

travel on

raven x

paparazzi pie

alllllrightttttttttttt....................

it's official. i suck at posting regularly. but then again......that's my perogative

i was just reading, recently, about brad pitt being mocked and jeered at by the paparazzi as he left to try to reach jolie and family when her mother died

and i've been wanting to say for a lonnnnnng time and waiting for the perfect ridiculous paparazzi story to say:

how the hell do we let that....whole...phenomenon...happen? not as a society or a nation, but as a world? why the hell is it ok for the paparazzi to follow people and taunt and harass them like they do? you'd think there'd be a law...i thought we had privacy laws here

and based on the apparant ability to stalk people as much as you'd like if you have a camera in hand and they are in the news....there must be some skewed freedom of speech and press law there that gives them the power to act like that uninhibited...which i think is pathetic

not that i'm famous. and i don't really want to be. rich would be good...famous seems like a right pain in the ass...to be followed all the time

but the thing i've been wanting to say for the longest time when i read about what appear to be decent albeit rich and/or famous people have to go through...

if i was as affluent and wealthy as some of you i would hire my own staff of personal papparazzi and researches to find the people who perpetually stalk others for profit. find them and their families and kids and schools and allll the little skeletons hiding in their closets and publicize the hell out of it. follow them around to every walmart and mcdonalds and flea market they stop at.....follow them around til they are anxious and suspicious and constantly looking over their shoulders.

i wonder if their own privacy was compromised if they wouldn't decide it wasn't really worth it to torture others this way

i would also hire someone to follow kat gigantis around and take pictures of every fashoin faux pas she makes and scrutinize her til she cries. just because she's so mean.

ok i wouldn't really make her cry. but i'd fuck with her brain. alot.

it's just not right to make fun of people just because you can. i wonder if that's what msn put in their job description. 'must be a mean catty bitch with a snakes tounge to apply" why judge people like she does? i get so sick of people being rude. makes me want to be rude. and when i'm rude...watch out

liquitiiiitch

i'm actually surprised noone has done this yet. if i was rich i'd do it for someone being stalked just to see if it works

shame i'm not rich eh?
i think so too

be well wanderers
raven xx

girl power and the pace of america

elaborating on the whole lovey dovey wonder if he knows vibe ....from the last post

i don't mean to sound as though i couldn't survive, if i had to....by myself...cuz' i'm not one of those that lays down or waits for someone else to make things happen or save me

and there are so many pieces to the puzzle that is me...it'll never be whole again anyway...but it would be another piece missing

one that i love more than i know how to explain to the recipient..more than i will admit in an out-loud voice

curious...why do i feel a need to clarify that? because we all get defensive in love and relations and i don't .....strike that...i CAN'T leave myself too vunerable again..so the knee jerk reaction is i'd be fine and i'm ok....
because if i'm not ok, and he leaves at some point that means he could crush me and i won't give up that power

which in so many ways is sad love is played like that because we've all been so burned before that every time we let people in a little less...but que sera sera...am what i am...

it will be interesting, tho, to look around in 10 years and see who's still standing around me

a friend of mine wrote me recently about me being too busy all the time, which is parshally why i can't write here more...
but i've been thinking....it's the pace of america is it not?

our super sized super fast super sale super store get more get it now happier hyperer greasier lifestyle that is all pressure all the time get yours free today!!!!

seriously. if you've ever been to europe...well, some places in europe anyway...for an extended period of time you'll notice that time passes differently.....and people seem on a different clock...

never rushing....never stressed...just going along with the flow of the day in a lazy fine with the world sort of pace

they've got something figured out we don't i'll tell you....it's because, (i think) they've been around longer than we have to figure out the societal thing and minding their own business instead of commenting on everyone's lives and behaviour which is another downfall of ours

i'm so tired....tired to a place where even when you get time to sit it's sort of in a zombied can't think anymore between chores or working state rather than sleepy gonna read a book by the window and take a lazy nap

i think too many people are too rushed...too overworked...too worried and self analytical

i think we've created our own little hurricane for ourselves and that's why everybody...well...most...seem so exasperated and ready to complain that you meet

i've changed my mind......now, along with our federally mandated massages....i'm saying it's a massage followed by a nap.
every day. without fail

wouldn't that be nice? yes, i'm a dreamer. what's your point?

ok i'm going now...back to my artworking

just checking in

be well wanderers

raven